CANDICE
CANDICE
The Past
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
the sirens feed my nightmares
& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ;
11:00 AM
in total bewildmentlost and am finding the exit signi can't read whats on your mindi can't possibly read your heart eitherbut, i would like tostab, retrieve, again decline
help me drive the dagger deeper
trace with me explicit line
take this blade, a test of faith
and strike me deep and truei sit here clutching useless listsand keys for doors that don't existi crack my teeth on pearlsi tear into the historyshow me what it means to me in this world
cause I am due for a miraclei'm waiting for a signi'll stare straight into the sunand I won't close my eyestill I understand or go blind
i know that there's a point I've missed
a shrine or stone I haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a mirror that hasn't met my fist
but I can't help feeling like I'm emo emo emo emo emo emo emo!I'll wait til the clock strikes a nerve to spend some time with youyou've made a lasting impressionand if it doesn't feel rightthen I just can't go wrongi've been sleeping with the lights onso if I wake in the nightyour picture is clearly in sightwhat can i say that can explain all those times i'm loving life theres not a day that i would sayi hated lifebut now am living with your absenceam hating lifeit's tearing me apart slowlythis emptiness i feel without you here by meon the other hand, you seem so finewhat i potray is what i pretend t bethese broken smiles are hiddeneverything seems so fine on the surfaceconfessions of a broken heartyou won't see the tears i cryyou're my anti-dote, take this pain away.*i'll update past events after my O'sall the best t those who are taking O's, lotsa luck.