Saturday, December 31, 2005

yes its the last day of the year 2005, how sad yet happy. a year that wasn't as smooth as i wanted it t be. time passes real fast and soon i'll be getting back something i won't wish t even take a glance at ; my result slip. oh well, fuck it.
been working at flesh imp but am thinking of quiting alr, kinda made my decision alr but it ain't a firm one.
back to the topic. year 2005 ; last year in queenstown. am extremly happy that i've finally got my arse outta there. no more uniforms, school shoes, early mornings, flag rising, pledge taking, greeting of teachers, recess though am miss stall 3 now, everyone am missing it too am sure and all the nonsense. obviously i'll rem ; sher's chalet, bbq at mels place where we almost got into a fight and a case with the police, prom, grad day, my towning days, clubbing, late nights, sher, mel, regi, jamie, sel, eve, ting, max, baker, leon, vince, ong, yig, xing, funy and many others and obviously aug 13 that special day. xmas was memorable and this years birthday was worst ever.
needless to say, his existence was the best thing that ever happen this year.
am loving it, would always.

LASTLY ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIKIE HENG!!!!!!
I DIDN'T FORGET!
GET YOUR ARSE BACK SOON AND LETS GO FOR A FOOD SPREE

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 4:10 AM


Thursday, December 29, 2005

i love the days with you baby ((x
twenty-four hours with you, i love
my sweetest lil one i adore.
my happiness pill

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 2:14 AM


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

i've been enjoying myself with your company these few days. you're all that i need.
my happiness pill ((;

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 7:45 PM


Friday, December 16, 2005

i wished for you on my birthday
it didn't come through
i'm wishing for you this christmas
i hope you'll be mine
hopefully this new year
i need not wish for you
deep affection and devotion
you're someone so special
which i don't wanna lose grip of
one two four nights
and you're still on my mind every ticking

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:08 AM


Thursday, December 15, 2005

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
SELWYN YAM

i know you expected me t be the first.
i'm really sorry t disappointed you.
but i wanted t be special and wish you last.
i know you know that, thats just an excuse.
alright, i'm really sorry alright.
i owe you your present and you know what.
happy 17th birthday.

to the special one
i dont want alot for chritmas
there is just one thing i need
i dont care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree
i just want you for my own
more than you could ever know
make my wish come through
all i want for christmas is YOU

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 4:31 AM


Wednesday, December 14, 2005

first day of work and it was so tiring. i had to stand for three hours straight and play like a recorder. the working hours is extremly pathetic so is the pay but right now everyones working and i'll be bored t death )x i guess i'll be only working for a month, max. then i'll prolly rot at home or enjoy the next month. that includes spending time at the gym and mild tanning.
anyhow, was uber shock t see leon, vince and yig walk pass while i was working just now. saw clifford, he is going t work at esplanade soon. he asked me t quit my pathetic job when it was only my first day, how nice right. sher came over after work and she waited for me till i was done.
we headed t paragon t meet the guys at starbucks. vince left and we all headed t cine. wanted t catch a movie but the tix were selling fast and the seats were not good.

you're someone special
you're able t make my heart beat faster

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 2:23 AM


Tuesday, December 13, 2005

woke up early this morning for dental. same old thing, didn't wear my retainer constantly and the retainer is getting tighter. wearing retainer is a hustle. can you imagine every night same nut case thing stuck in your teeth, next day you've gotta brush it and wear it before i sleep again. take it that i'm plain lazy. oh wells, went taka with mummy just now. tried levis new jeans but it's bootcut. guess and ax had a pair of nice jeans each but i didn't try it. bought a belt though. i needa get a new pair of jeans. i've got work later on, in 3+ hours. hopefully i won't screw it. my sister is going t bangkok tmr, I WANNA GO TOO. rah.
suppose t go on a trip with my girls but we have not planned yet ); everyones gonna work i guess. sad case. my cough is getting worst but my sore throats getting better i think. i'm feeling sleepy!

IMISSYOU
)x

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:06 PM

feeling all messed up

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:51 AM


Monday, December 12, 2005

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

As I sit here and think
about all that I'm missing
all that I'm missing oh yeah
But everything that
I could ever ask for of you
All the past time we've spent,
wondered how you've been,
wondered how you've been oh yeah
But the more that you're on my mind,
I'm just lonely and blue can't you see
Why can't you be with me to hold me tight,
just be with you will make everything better and right.
I wanna have you by my side
you always make it right
and without you my heart starts to cry
How will I ever go on,
how will I stay strong
do you see without you my soul dies
It's a terrible night,
remembering what we had,
remembering what we had.
And I can't sleep or wake
and thinking of you makes me sick as you do.
I can't seem to shake you off my mind,
just wanna go back in time to just press rewind
You're all that I want,
you're all that I need
So why don't you come in baby please

i love you
i miss you
i need you
i feel for you
it all revolves around you
i long for you, only you
even the sweetest dreams will never do, never
i pretend to be so damn fine everytime
but it'll never be, till i've got you
its all one-sided
plenty of loveloves
how i wish you were mine
all i want is you
-becauseofyou-

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:43 AM

one word to describe saturday ; screwed. part of it was screwed real badly. went over t sherlyn's workplace t find her just now and had dinner with her. bought three products from her so she'll have commission. headed t starbucks at holland v. i sat at the same place we sat the other time. memories came back. i'll be starting work on tuesday but i guess i won't be working for long. gotta sleep early, will be heading t the gym with smelly tmr.

i long for you and your hug

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 1:38 AM


Saturday, December 10, 2005

am having a bad sore throat. i can feel the phlegm all stuck in my throat. of all days, today i had t wake up with a hoarse voice when the person rang me up for the job thing.

was interupted while i was posting this entry, my ex-neighbours came over. it's been a long time since i ever saw them, it's been like for five years. sure did miss them alot. both in primary school now.

my arms have started t ache alr. been clubbing every sat, which is bad yet good. hahas. whatever nonsense luh.

still trying t reach for something
that was never there

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 1:57 PM

yesterdays mood was totally screwed up but right now i'm extremly happy t the max (((x did some packing of my room met up with them at potblack then we headed t his house then wala wala then breako. the time spent was totally worthwhile, was loving it. loved the company, esp yours (;

the temptation of hugging you was there
sigh, things just don't go the right way for me

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:41 AM


Friday, December 09, 2005

am back from the gym and my legs are like jellyfish. sorry for the last post, i was seriously super duper irritated and pissed large scale and i am still somehow. thought of going t find sherlyn later on but maybe not prolly tmr i'll go down and find her. will be clubbing tmr again, this time jaslin will be going too. i need a job badly. almost everyone is working ))x
it's a miracle that i could wake up today but some bugger just have t irritate me t my bone. RAHH. it spoilt my morning, how crappy can that get.

love the phone chats
love your sleepy voice
-mr sun ((;

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 5:40 PM

whats up with guys humongous ego. someone has pissed me off real bad. enough of this crap, i'm getting real tired. the same old thing is happening again, aint you sick of it? cause i am. all your complains and whinings, i can't tolerate. i couldn't handle whatever that has came my way and i doubt i can handle whatever thats gonna come my way. you love looking at my flaws, for god knows what reason. can't you live a proper day and not bring up stupid things. stop making yourself sound like you are some great human but in actual fact you are not even close t it.

the way i'm living my life ain't perfect but yours is rotting and it's gonna be rotten soon. you blame others for you not achieving something you thought you could. your mouth can't even help you in the future when every one knows most of the things you said were bullocks.

i shut up after things you refuse t admit when its true. i can't be bothered with it, you understand? cause i'm sick and tired of this shit i'm in right now. i may sound ultra damn mean now because you've pushed me too far.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:04 PM

i slept for 12 whole hours and woke up with a bad headache. was suppose t meet eve and the rest and head t DXO but i was too tired and i'll be late for sure.
sherlyn's starting work tmr. hope she's able t wake up, that lazy one. mel's gg for interview tmr at toys 'r' us. will be gym-ing tmr, like finally. meeting lia and prolly ruting after that.
CANDICE IS LIKE SO BORED NOW, extremly.
i've got nothing t do but just talk on the phone actually, i have t pack my room. crap, i'm some how home alone my maid and grandma's sleeping the rest are all out for supper. max just told me some scary story, it's like freaking me out.

missmissmissmiss
lovely one (;

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:33 AM


Thursday, December 08, 2005

i seriously wonder whats up with some people nowadays, yes a minority of our human popularity. i came t a conclusion that they are just plain jealous or they are just seeking for attention due t the lack of it. am too fly for this shit, to hell with you. try saving yourself and your immature ideas that's what the majority human popularity thinks. i guess for the minority of them, they'll have the same kind of thinking as you, so whatever. to whoever this may concern, i wonder who is the whoever too.
killiney road [i think it's spelled that way] has a shop that serves appetizing congee, chee chong fan and others, totally worth the money. those home-made barley is thick, whoo. am still in the mids of job hunting, quite tired actually. late nights and waking up early, how torturing. went for prata last night at spize. le en and his girlfriend was there. the prata was terribly digusting, i manage t finish half of it.

hey unloving,
i'm still loving you
missed you all this while
you're still on my mind
sigh-

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 4:09 AM


Tuesday, December 06, 2005

breakfast with sherlyn this morning
at the market of course
many 'ah-so and ah-pek' seen
guess we were the youngest their
besides the kids

i've gotta go for two job interviews tmr man
worst thing, i have not been t one before
sheesh, two in a day can kill know
thank god i'm not alone
wish me luck man

been stuck t the com, tv and phone since i woke up
AM BORED AND HYPER

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:17 AM


Monday, December 05, 2005

i feel boxed in
and trapped inside
feels like the worlds closing in
and there's no where to hide
i'm sinking deeper within
i'll wait for you to lose site of me
before I suffer again
i feel strapped down
while you feed the disease
i'm lying face on the ground
for the whole world to see
drop to Zero
i'm so far away
i'm all messed up inside
i feel like walking along the highway
in the middle of the night
when the street lights are switched on
where and when the racing cars and bikes speed
feel the breeze against my cheeks
when i reach the end, i'll start all over again
till the sunrise
at midnight, i'll be there again
-emoemoemoemoemo-
am tired of thinking, i've slipped again
BREAKFAST WITH SHERLYN NOW!
we shall emo tgt.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 7:26 AM

i was sound asleep just now when mum woke me up for supper. she went down t sm motors t fetch dad. he sent his car for servicing at 3+am in the morning, madness. nice of her yet bad of her, she made me fatter from the supper.
well, my sister finally got her driving license. it's like after 3 tries, a finally kinda thing. hahaha. hope i would pass the first time, HOPEFULLY. guess it's gonna rain. i was so bored that i rang sherlyn up just now but i guess she's in deep sleep. i wanna go m'sia and hongkong with my girls soon )x
was surfing online just now and found this uber interesting website. besides it has something gotta do with music too, double the interest. am starting t love trust company ((((x

Can't think straight
Shutting me out - closing me out
Are you trying - hurting
Taking me out - leaving me out
Keeps me struggleling
i'm here without you
and i still think about YOU all the time

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 5:29 AM

friday (((;
regi came over t my place for dinner
ate and bitched alot, yes alot
it's an unavoidable girl thing

headed t town after that
met up with them at potblack
then down t wisma
then for supper

sat (;
hit town late ytd
cause almost everyone was gg late
3 pple who was suppose t go didn't in the end
liquid was packed again
scary guy was there
some idiot puked and it got on ting and i
how digusting

sunday ((:
went t watch chicken little
rate ; 3.5 popcorns
was pretty funny
but the story line was alil stupid
oh, i wanna go t suntec's ben and jerrys
i wanna watch more movies.
am tired

here's a little something i found ;
Has that person really changed, or are you just seeing what you want to see when it comes to a past romance? That's a question to consider carefully before you decide to recommit.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:51 AM


Saturday, December 03, 2005

was thinking bout the prom and i rem'd
some morons started doing the yum-seng thing
they prolly had lack of chances t attend weddings
that's why they were doing it there
sec 5s wanted t show how maronic the animals were
so they did it too, stupid i agree

but there was this girl
who kept screaming at the top of her voice
after the 'yum-seng' thing
for god knows whatever reason she did it for
trying t attract attention i suppose?
that's like the largest possiblity
wonder which big time bimbo was that
for sure not the sec 5s
even worst, which moronic bunch of animals started it
oh wells, we were so irritated by those animals
but to hell with it, over babehhh!
clubbing later and i need my rest now

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 7:37 AM


Friday, December 02, 2005

it's six plus in the morning
it's the time i would wake up for school
if it was a schooling day
well, i need not now
instead i'm so awake now
i've been watching all the show's i've missed
was out the past few days that i missed it

it was the first time i ate 'mini-wok' noodles
alright, i know i know
i may sound as if i came from the village
but seriously, it was the first
i bought captain crunch
i use t love it when i was young
quaker looks oh so cute ((;
just rem'd my couzzies coming back today!

oh wells, prom was fabulous
but the food sucked real bad
snapshots, snapshots and more snapshots
seemed like alot actual fact, just a few
i've yet t receive pictures from sher

met up with them before prom
went paragon t get our hair and make up done
everyone were looking when we were walking out
that's like so damn embrassing
mum fetched us t traders

we were the first few t reach
headed t tanglin mall first
as more came, we went back
chilled awhile then went in t sit
'john's band' performance were the best outta all
I SWEAR.
you'll just get indisgestion for the rest
OPPS no offence but yea, facts you see
most of us agree with that

headed t tangos after that
drank, ALOYSIUS FOO came too
hahs, we had t call him that
some left then we headed t nude bar
but it was too late they were closing

walked over t chinablack
but it was full house and needed t Q
so we ended up at mac, dumb yes i know
jiaming's dad sent us over t sher's place ;
sher, mel, victor, richard, wayne, ben, aug, zhaq and i
they were telling ghost stories
whatta turn off.

asked mum t pick me up from sher's place 4.30am
i was too lazy and scared t walk home
even thou zhaq offered t send me
the 4 inch heels was a killer
i had difficulty washing my hair and taking out the pins
i had a great night though (((;

i've got no idea why i can't place the time and date
oh wells, its 7.27am 2nd dec

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 6:40 AM