CANDICE
CANDICE
The Past
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March 2007
never gone, never far in my heart is where you are always close, everyday every step along the way new years eve wasn't really that great after all. went for dinner at west coast, pool and down t liquid got high by the shots followed by a terrible lost of mood. well, now i know what he isn't happy bout me. i'll try t change but sad t hear of somethings that he couldn't actually see. no smoking anymore even when clubbing though its quite difficult but i've gotta do it. besides mums quite unhappy with me smoking too. no more fags- eve said ; "you put so much effort then now you want it t be like that isit" well, i don't want things t be bad a single bit. they all know he is important t me and effort was put in but he just couldn't see it. sad case ain't it. enthu t meet him, obviously i was always. he means the world t me, HE MEANS EVERYTHING T ME but he can't feel it. initiative i will be, different from the others but i accept it. i do give a shit about him, why wouldn't i. i just hope things will be on the right track and better or are we just not meant to? i wanna change it if so. that darling is way too precious. maybe its me maybe its him maybe its us then again, maybe its just me. EMOEMOEMOING
& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ;
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