CANDICE
CANDICE
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& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ;
3:03 PM
today's gonna be my last day at song+kelly21. the last few days were fun cause i talked alot t the ck and aj part timers. though there was fun but the standing hours with my heels on still tortured me slowly, daily torture.
7 days working there ; nice colleagues, nice part-timers around and nice in-charge. tisa, jing quan, huiting, arron, kim, amanda and meihong made my life there better. OH SO FRIENDLY PART TIMERS. i think cass is the sweetest girl in song+kelly21, she looks like a doll with fair skin tone and big eyes. got along well with the rest ; cathy, amanda, rachel, amber and yati. all friendly people except i didn't talk t yati much. prolly it's the age gap.
when there are afew customers it's the trying on clothes time. oh and this baby doll top extremly nice but it's pretty expensive. the cheapest top i saw there was 119 and the most expensive was 999. it all ends with a 9 at the back. now i know that sales line is so tiring, didn't have enough sleep. i still prefer working at flesh imp but ps side wouldn't be my choice still prefer wisma.
lifes been treating me fair but i guess more t the bad side. many thoughts running through my mind, daily fears i've got and i can't shake them off my mind. sigh...
do you, as much as i do
then again, do you even
i don't feel myself standing anywhere
i can't really feel you
am i just another
guess your affection ain't deep
treatment of hots and colds
waiting for text replies and calls
hoping for text and calls
this is tearing me apart slowly
i pretend t be just so fine
afraid of outcomes if i were t tell you all these
so i rather keep it t myself
i hate all these feelings in me
i'm sinking deeper
i guess your still on the surface
i want t grab your heart
but when i'm climbing up
i keep slipping
as you kept pushing me away
i fall hard and land on concrete
laying there, i bleed
i pick myself up and give it a shot again
everyday i wish you would love me more
am afraid t lose you, are you
tears shed, blood dripped
come close t hear the heart breaking
deep affection and devotion
baby, all i need is you