Friday, February 03, 2006

finally i stayed home, after many late night outs. have been feeling lethargic the whole damn day. television, phone chats, online, eat and more of every of that. the results will be release real soon, i've failed real badly which i'm aware of and kinda prepared. crap, that was a lie, im not prepared! then again whats done is done, regretting won't help. past days with baby were great and he came over t 'bainian'. not forgetting the day before i went over t his place t bainian. it wasn't planned. my outfit was the worst of all, BLACK. i think i gave an extremly bad impression, hope it ain't that bad either..
was watching i want a famous face on mtv just now and those ladies going for breast implants. omg, i was totally grossed out. thank god i wasn't eating otherwise i'll just throw up immediately. seeing the tubes going in the bod and blood squirting and gushing out, ewww pls. imagine all the pain one has t go through and maybe even the side effects. plastic surgeries seriously ain't good though they will make one so much better looking. even though everyone says real beauty is inside BUT like who doesn't wanna be better looking or going out with someone better looking if they have a way to, right? big deal if they are pretty but totally crap character, not much of a help with a pretty face. eight simples rules t date my teenage daughter and room raiders made me stuck t sofa, staring into the square box even longer.

losing interest
losing feelings
getting bored
getting tired?
i hope not
gaining interest
gaining feelings
getting more enthu
feel the beat of it?
i hope so
somethings are better left unsaid
you'll never be replaced darling.

some photos taken...

my most adorable niece aj. i made her do that ((;

granddad looks weird in the pic

cam whore

my future couz in law and my two cute lil couz mark and jonathan

anne has pretty big eyes with long eyelashes ))x

mark the future drummer

pretty jacq

we so love them

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:23 AM