Wednesday, March 22, 2006

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i realize its time i should face reality,
i can't depend on you t make me feel right when i'm down.
i can't expect much love from you,
i dont expect you t understand me.
should i ask when things are wrong,
cause you always get oh so irritated.
i tried creating coversations
but i'll only end up making you agitated
which i will never expect it and want it to turn out that way.
should i just shut my trap, hear your background
then hear you asking me why im so quiet
i really don't understand.
your treatment towards me;
stages of tortures
don't i mean anything t you
where's the sweet you,
the loving side of you, the one i knew.
whats up with you being so secretive,
strange.
sometimes i wonder if there's another.
i dare not make you angry,
even when i'm angry i try not t show it
though i know, i will a little.
for my case,
you don't bother if i'm unhappy
maybe its because you're stress bout this friday
maybe...otherwise.
my smiles are just a front
though i try t hide it, it's clear
my world crumbles when you are not near
you don't even notice me.
love you-

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 5:02 AM