CANDICE
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& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ;
8:47 AM
i always thought you were someone who will keep up t your words. I'M HIGH, sounds more plesant to the ears compared to I'M DRUNK, obviously. when one is drunk stupid things would be done, which has t do with the opposite sex. i guess that explains why you didn't had the time t reply my text. seemed like i've lost connection with you for hours. oh wells, everyone has their own limits. i don't want t go through whatever i've went through cause it hurts like fuck.
i couldn't sleep after the phone call just now. prolly there are too many things clogged in my mind. anyhow, after 3 long months of not clubbing finally we went down t liquid. it was the dj's anni. met ong, vince and eve in town before we cabbed down. eve met her friend, he looks like some kinda teddy bear. one kind soul indeed cause he kept my cam and cig. finally regi came, she actually wanted t back out just like lia. same spot on the dance floor and shots which got me a little tiny bit high. another 4 of eve's friends came, one of them was mabel ( i only know her ). one of the guy friend of hers was like, crap i can't think of any word t describe him. he went like "you really know how t shake" and he told regi "relax regi shake your ass" or something like that. another stupid question, where did you learn it from? like whats up with you. eve told him don't try t hit on us cause we're attached, the way she said it was totally busted type. bang t his pride. anyhow, what happen in the club stays in club, i shall not say more. saw afew familar faces though; joel, clifford, joshua, flesh imp people.... had supper and cabbed home. first thing remove make-up, shower and blew dry my hair. BED TIME. fell asleep and woke up arnd 5+ 6 had 3 missed calls, thought it was leon but saddly it wasn't.
waiting is a torturing process.
was talking t clifford and he asked me something which i didn't know how t reply, i was totally unsure of the answer. lost for a moment and i faked the answer. oh mann, i feel so guilty bout what had happen, kill me pls.