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& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ;
7:12 PM
to you, everything that goes wrong would be none other but my fault. every single thing i do, doesn't mean anything t you. i can barely remember when was the last time i had the loving side of you. was it that i never meant anything t you? am i going t be your heartbreak list or is my name already printed there? i love what i heard from his mouth yesterday, i really did. now i'm clearly aware that what i heard was only what i wanted t hear not how things are. why don't you put yourself into my shoes, then again it's an impossible thing.
i seriously hate it when you say you want to meet me but we end up not meeting each other. you can't even remember whatever you said, doesn't it mean that what you said were just for the sake of it? thanks but i took it seriously. you're showing me that your life would be the same with or without me revolving around you.
i tell myself t get use t things but some things i'm just not able t get use to. i gave in t you most of the time, tried not t make you angry, tried t make you feel you're my top piority, tried t find a spot in your heart t place myself in but i guess i tried too hard that made me a nobody and not appreciate. i tried to get use t you treating most of the things i said not seriously. somethings you do will make me feeling like shait, i try hard t pretend that i'm fine and not affected, i tried hard t bottle the feelings i have, i lied t myself that you actually love me just that you don't express it. maybe its just because my affection and devotion is deeper, thats why i'm the one who is feeling all these heartaches.