Friday, June 30, 2006

if you could hear through,
you'll know that i'm just pretending t be just so fine.
if you were t be me,
you'll have blew up long ago.
the human's ego is eating him.

Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:59 AM


Thursday, June 29, 2006

i did everything t please
i'm tired of being me,
i'll be you instead
plain sickening shait.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 2:58 AM


Sunday, June 25, 2006

& i think and ask myself why
but i realise the answer doesn't lie within me

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:18 AM


Saturday, June 24, 2006

somehow, i feel you're such a fake

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:49 AM


Thursday, June 22, 2006

i think i'm putting on weight, i may sound bimbotic but whatever, that's how i feel after eating three full meals filled with carbo yesterday including a meal after 10pm (when you tend t put on more weight). holy cow, i just ate two slices of pizza. it's times when i can't resist temptations and have a huge instinctive physical desire for food. i'm so unsatisfied with my bod, improvement is needed.

a whole lot of good luck baby loves.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:02 AM


Tuesday, June 20, 2006

sat infront of the telev with love brownies and chilled water, feeling like some couch potato. can't believe saudi arabia lost t ukaraine by 4 goals, extremly pathetic. previous match when saudi arabia and tunisia played they both scored 2 goals, draw. so i'm pretty sure spain would be able t win later on, i hope. i've got a sudden urge t bet on spain for this match, it seems like a 80% sure win thing. actually i wasn't that interested in soccer till we watch soccer few months back and he explained and all. there was when it started. i feel that my blogskin's like so fugly, think it's time t change t another simple one. simplicity is beauty biatch!

HURRY, someone ask me now if i wanna bet on spain i'll give you a yes right away!

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 2:06 AM


Monday, June 19, 2006

i hate all the unwanted words and actions you do.
fuck shait.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 7:19 PM


Sunday, June 18, 2006

you, you knew what you were doing to me
and I, I guess I was too blind to see
well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
stop faking that i'm good
when you know i'm not good enough for you
your words cut rather deeply, they're just some other lies
i'm hiding from a distance, i've got to pay the price

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 4:47 AM


Thursday, June 15, 2006

i'm so f.irritated!
& i feel so f.******
HONESTLY CANDICE JUST F OFF.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 5:10 PM


Monday, June 12, 2006

this time, i just couldn't force myself t continue looking through that.
saddening, oh yes it really is.

worldcupfeverworldcupfeverworldcupfever.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 5:04 AM


Wednesday, June 07, 2006

i want to go bangkok. i want an ipod. i want a laptop. i want money. i want to be loved by him till i say goodbye t the world. i want to own a good brain. i want to eat now. i want to have a toned bod. i want to go shopping. i want daddy to stop being such a one kind freak. i want to just die in my sleep and i know sherlyn will be there for me. i can't resist bitching with shaun and don't feel bad a single bit. i don't want to wait for anyone. i dont want t recieve any pain emotionally or physically. i just want t be a happy kid with no problems and having what i want in life. okay, now can i have what i just asked for. it's actually not really alot right?

sherlyn say's i'm stingy cause i'm only giving her 1/10 of my dad's assets and only one sentence in this entry. so yes, i want sherlyn's hair, i want her boobs, i want her bod, i want all her clothes, i want her house, i want her hard heartedness, i want her arms, i want her camera, i want her laptop, i want her bags, i want 9/10 of her assets and so SHERLYN CAN I HAVE THEM NOW? i'm being very generous here know.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:53 AM


Sunday, June 04, 2006

i was extremly bored and staring at my com. talking t shaun online now, he's making me lmao. seriously, i can't imagine people at that age behaving in that manner. that humans actions are so f.hilarious. zomg... this is so so entertaining! IT'S A F.POSER, IT SERIOUSLY NEEDS T GROW UP AND SAVE ITSELF. I FEEL SO SAD FOR IT, I PITY IT ALOT. i so love talking t shaun!

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 7:24 PM


Saturday, June 03, 2006

the previous entry was talking bout none of my friends, so seriously anyone don't assume any shait.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 3:53 PM


Friday, June 02, 2006

you irritated me so badly that i hope you choke on every word you say. you're such a pain in my ass know. honestly, stop poking your f.nose into my biz you JACKass. are you boiling hot now? whatever actually. thanks for commenting but seriously i didn't ask you to, so you shld've just kept it t yourself. stop adding more problems cause i've got more than enough t handle. do choose the right times t drop the lines if you really wanted to. didn't i keep mum when you commented a few lines, you didn't have t add on mr nosy!

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 4:54 AM


Thursday, June 01, 2006

so unexpected and uncalled for, it had no specific reason. acidic actions and words that burns within. my tolerance level was always low, gaving in was something i seldom did, swallowing painful issues alone was never me but he was the only one that made me go so far. he was the only one that i was willing to give my all to. i wished and hoped for good outcomes but somehow they just seem so impossible. before you do anything, do you even spare a thought for others?

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 4:59 AM

i've tolerated, what are you trying t do t me. tolerated t the max and i'm still tolerating. seriously, you don't know how torturing it is.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:29 AM