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& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ;
3:27 AM
it's three fucking twenty-seven in the morning and i still can't fall asleep cause i'm so afraid about tmr. john gave me high hopes and i hope tmr i would be happy and not sad. i hope whatever i get won't be negative or some shait stuff. i'm so afraid and that's making me chicken out but for the sake of myself i've got t face it. i honestly hate times like these, please tell me that everything will be alright. i can't afford any shait ass things like that. wish me good luck and pray that i'll be happy. i'm so afraid resulting my hands t turn cold. why do i always have t be the one facing this instead of the other party. im so so so fucking scared! i hope i'll be telling them good news. i've got t wait for at least 12 fucking hours. sorry for the overdosage of vulgarities used but it was inevitable.