CANDICE
CANDICE
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& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ;
2:20 PM
honestly, how many nights haven't we talk on the phone. i bet you don't even notice it, cause you've been out enjoying yourself t the max with your bud. well, understandable as your exams just ended. you neglecting me during your exams is understandable but what, exams are over and i don't even get t talk t you at night. skipped butter factory cause maine and i will be the only two females, leaving me with a boring night besides meeting aw for awhile.
thought it was worth not going as you said you were going home early, it made me happy (but it didn't last long) cause you stayed out late for the past don't know how many days or weeks. with a tinge of hope that i'll get t talk t you before i sleep. waited like a MORON for your call but all i received was just a short message. i had school the next day, you knew but chose t be ignorant.
waiting is a torturing process, you don't know that for sure. know why i didn't call, cause i know you don't like t talk t me when you're with your friends, for god knows what reason. you've never called me for the past few days when you were out with your friends, that's supporting evidence that you don't like t talk t me when you're out with your friends.
so what, i waited like hell for your call and your reply at the same time was being understanding enough not t call you cause you're out with your friends and this is what i get from you. logically speaking, shouldn't i be the unhappy human instead of you. i'm upset but trying t be happy, can't you see. i'm dying inside, why aren't you saving me? have you ever spare a thought for me?