Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Dirme lei e fedele a me ed amarme solamente sempre il bambino.
Ho preso per ammettere, lei e la mia vita e non posso vivere senza lei.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 2:13 AM


Tuesday, September 26, 2006

school's a bore i swear, i was day dreaming half the time.
spent half the weekend with baby
and the rest was with them (;

cousin ; emilyn

cousins ; ann and jolyn (;



see the guy behind (sherlyn's boyfriend)







always




the super lovely skirt but its too short

pretty diesel shirt

i'll own it soon

my 'cornflacks' that bernard bought

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:38 AM


Thursday, September 21, 2006

i make it my game t play your game
one gun, one bullet if you're it no pain
the coastline is quiet
while i'm quietly losing control
and i'm silent but unsure if i've inventened the cure
that washes my heart

skepticism, that's the word
bottle up everything and swallow it with water.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 1:42 AM


Wednesday, September 20, 2006

you're god damn funny. you're the one who's doing it but turning around and pushing it t me. quit acting like some oh so wonder-fucking-ful human when you're not.

now, i feel so bloodeh um um _____
in the first place,
do you even care how i feel?

spell it, u-n-f-a-i-t-h-f-u-l
or maine's fave pharse t me c-h-e-e-h-o-n-g.
boy, these two words are oh so sensitive
it spells p-a-i-n behind.

you make me unable t fall asleep.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:52 AM


Saturday, September 09, 2006

having incubus is like part of my sleeping routine recently and causing my sleep t be constanting disrupted. i rather have no dreams and still getting constant disruptions during my sleep. thanks t the nonsense one who had the ability t stop me from sleeping and get down t my books for like 5 precious mintues. i'm feeling extremly guilty for only studying 1 out of 5 days when it suppose t be study break. seriously, i'm still not use t school life ); i miss life when it's all about bumming around.
oh yes! i met miss aw for breakfast the other morning cause we didn't have breakfast together for eons cause of school. as usual, the same food and drink (; we saw this neighbour of mine who didn't zip his fly causing uncontrolled sexual desire t the market aunties. aha, BULLS.
within a week they told me so much, i then realise many things. within a week i went out twice and it was pure fun. it's really sweet t see someone who's willing t sacrifice for you. then again he's not the one you want t see sacrificing for you. it's a sad case seeing things become like that, assuming that they understood but i was so wrong. life's a bitch for now.

there are way too many hidden stuff
skepticism is the major state of perplexity

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 6:23 PM


Thursday, September 07, 2006

i kinda sensed it but i only came t know bout it the next day. sigh, felt cheated like a fool, i was clueless and the next moment what i sensed was true. was honestly upset bout the whole matter yet i still tried t paste a smile on my face not t make matters worst.

i miss you baby.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 1:01 AM


Saturday, September 02, 2006

know what, i don't feel bad or sorry
no reason why i shld be
like honestly, for what
maybe i shall just learn from you
follow your footsteps
THANKS ALOT FOR LETTING ME KNOW HOW MUCH I MEAN T YOU
CAUSE NOW I KNOW HOW FUCKING SMALL FRY AM I T YOU.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 5:13 AM


Friday, September 01, 2006

went back t school yesterday for teachers day, some couldn't really recognise me though. the happy thing was that 2 humans made me happy by saying i look _______. aha thanks thanks(bimbo, yes i know). went town for lunch and ezhaq was disturbing this junior in the bus and didn't know her friends were sitted behind, so retarded. left t baby's after lunch. had a bad hair day, thanks alot t the rain.
went simlim the other day and i saw this toshiba laptop for only $2399 which was one of the lastest, small and pretty. $2399 is cheap for a quite new toshiba laptop. oh there's this creative thing that has FM, MP3, video player and photo gallery and is half the size but a little thicker than ipod but obviously ipod is better just that no FM.

MY NEEDS:
1) a gucci wallet [ hopefully my birthday present ]
2) an ipod video/nano [ video's the ultimate choice (; ]
3) my very own laptop [ which i'll be able t get after my pc course ]
4) a new gold/red digital camera
5) a newer 3G samsung slide cellphone
6) uob's mini debit card with a million bucks in it
7) pass my upcoming exam
8) get my full professional cert
9) more wishes that will come through (x

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 2:13 PM