Thursday, November 30, 2006

so near yet so far.
i love twentyoneten,
filled with nothing but pure love.
lost or change,
i wonder which or none.
i hope i'm just thinking too much.
i love you still and always will.

I don't want no one else's kisses
i'll never hunger for another's touch
and there'll be no one else this heart will ever love
you can be sure I am your forever
cause you are my world baby,
world baby..

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:01 AM


Friday, November 24, 2006

this muthafuckin toad pissed me off badly at coranation. like HELLO AUNTIE, i've never ever bought 4d or toto before, how the fuck am i suppose t know right. sick bitch.
it's amazing that i actually manage t drag myself out of bed at NINEam with the help of three important humans love. still i was late for the palm's training. mom alighted me at millenia walk. i couldn't find it and so i had t asked the security. walked at my fastest speed right t the exit, looking like a clown but i couldn't give a shait at that point of time. at last i found it, thinking i could just walk through but the barrier didn't allow me to. i felt like i came from some mountain for a moment, x.embarrassing. i had t get the troublesome visitor pass. who wants t exchange a palm 750v for a whole turkey? haha. so it's only going t be a four hours event for me and i've got t compact massive information bout palm's into my half-functioning brain.
headed down town, got my hair done then t holland. oh and i realise next hair salon at holland has a v.unique and pretty interior design. great atmosphere t get your hair done. i got home and slept for like whole 3 hours. decided not t go mos today, feeling rather lazy. it must be extremly pack cause i realise a whole load of humans are going for the party.

is it moodswings or something bad that's coming up, i wonder.

it's the first day,
a very boring night.
feeling empty on the inside,
something's missing.
saw some eyesore stuff,
i lost the drive i've found.
an unpleasant feeling,
a v.unpleasant feeling indeed.
i love you more than i love a man,
trust me on that.
i've have known love and it often lets me down,
but i'll keep smiling as long as you're around.
i don't need the whole world at my feet,
but i'll always need you loving me.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:31 AM


Wednesday, November 22, 2006

busy busy busy. upcoming two weeks will kill my hols. i had a weird dream this morning but i can't seem t remember what was it about. wasn't good, that's for sure. somehow, i've got a bad feeling in me now.
the weekend was fantastic, baby's birthday and we ate fattening food for 4 days that made us add at least a kilog. watching young and dangerous with ben&jerrys chocolate chip cookie dough. sinful chocolate lana cake and all the dinners.

un-answered questions
heart filled with worries
ignorance
i'm not that strong,
i can't hold on for long.
will you ever step out of my life?

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 2:50 PM


Tuesday, November 14, 2006

OKAY I JUST TYPED A POST AND MY COM HANGED AND IT'S ALL GONE.

i got x.annoyed with grandmom the moment i woke up followed by dad. all the exaggerating words coming out. zomg, so retarded.
went wheelock for the hair stuff and it ended really quick. went over t taka t find eve and she had her lunch break, something screwed up happen. so we went t get my present done and hunt around. after she went back i went hunting alone, actually not i was on the phone. went back t lancome t find her cause my legs were x.sore, my heart dropped alot of times and i was using alot of my brain cells. finally i got leon's present, hope he'll love it. went home with mom.

no idea why i'm feeling this way
where you'd go, i miss you so.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 1:18 AM


Wednesday, November 08, 2006

talking t you makes me boil

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 5:08 PM


Friday, November 03, 2006

the pass week was an extremly hectic week due t exams, birthday celebrations&chalet resulting me not t blog and making me have dark eye rings and eye bags. seems like i've lost touch with blogging. so many things happen recently, both good and bad but there's too much t say. well, it's like hols now. finally mann, after two stressful months with four killer exams. i think i've became dumber by the days, i've killed alot of brain cells. at the same time i've been enjoying myself. this is so random but i've lost shait loads of songs cause of my screwed up harddisc.

1. i want t go ice skating
2. i need more r&b songs
3. i want more trance songs
4. r&b and trance are NICE
5. i love martell
6. i must not get high as fast as now
7. i need more sleep
8. i shall not irritated ____ as much as i can
9. wait for tony t call for more money in ((;
10. meet sherlyn aw foong peng
11. i am sad some people haven't give me my present
12. i'm happy i had 3 birthday cakes
13. i need t ask dad for my bday present
14. remind dad t get me my laptop
15. receive the extraordinary terrific present from baby
16. receive a extremly bling watch from my dearest
17. had a delicious birthday dinner
18. i'm sinful and filled with guilt
19. need t lose weight
20. make my dumbbells useful by training my fat arms
21. go thailand
22. go SF with jessica in december
23. go on a shopping spree
24. eat less, sleep more
25. cheap thrills
26. get more shorts & tops
27. delete friendster photos
28. pack my room
29. stop being so busy
30. go sleep like soooooooooon

okay, actually i blogged because of ________ . ( guess who )
who forgot my birthday
but rem-ed what birthday present i bought two years ago
and decides t be nice and give me a ben&jerrys ice cream treat
after the first money-in transaction a month later
remembered bout soccer at my place & instant noodles supper
rem-ed bout the red cross at queens condo
who ask me t blog bout my mother, what a retard right.
oh mann, i miss that friend of mine ((;

confusion and sinful
i don't know whats wrong with me
tired both physically and emotionally
hi, hello humans
i need some time.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 1:27 AM