Sunday, January 28, 2007

earlier part of the day was superb. oh wells, honestly i don't think i'm anywhere near being sensitive. if he were t be in my shoes, the matter would be alot worst. maybe keeping mum was a better choice, maybe not. still, i don't understand the enthusiasm, distance and what so fucking ever. and it is obviously enough t me that it's different, its the feel. somehow i feel the anger, disappointment and a little shait. oh i'm sure its pretty obvious. scold me for being stupid or acting stupid? hurhur. so what if i'm sad, nothing matters right?

sigh.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 4:37 AM


Thursday, January 25, 2007

i am totally exhausted due to school and shopping for two days. bought my skinny jeans, leggings, alot more lingerie and other tops. somehow i think shopping alone can be great at times, walk and shop at your own speed yet not, cause you don't have someone giving you opinions and all. was suppose t meet amy, lourdes, ronalda and bernard but i was carried away by my shopping that totally forgot bout the time. they were all tired so they went back home so i continued walking in paragon. ysl doesn't sell anymore guys clothings so haha can't get the present. still pondering about the leopard or tiger skin heels but most prolly i'll get the leopard one cause its around 2 inch only whereas the tigers like 3 inchs. i've yet t get my cny clothes, maybe a dress, more leggins, tops and no idea whatelse, we'll see. so i'm waiting for miss aw t be free, seems like its her turn t get busy ): lia's big day is this sunday still uncertain of what i'm going t wear. oh baby treated me a jumbo juicy drumstick with hair. HAHAHA

okay, time t complete my fucking project :/
sometime sad has happened.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 10:24 PM


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

edited.

class ended like so early today, 40 mins before it was suppose t and jasmine only came t class for 20 mins. the sun was dreadfully hot, that's not the way t tan myself. HAHA. i've insufficient sleep, i want my sleep. every morning i'll tell myself t sleep early on that very night but it'll turn out otherwise. very bad eye bags and dark eye rings. unglam, yes i know. i'll be good and sleep early tommorow (i hope) (;

all these projects are killllllling me.
diminishing brain cells, you'll be missed :/

someone be nice and send me
here by hellogoodbye pls?

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 10:27 AM


Monday, January 22, 2007

brutally honest, this is x.stupidly childish :/
at least, i encoded the message hopefully it has been decoded correctly
so that's it, i shall not give two fucks :DD

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 1:34 PM


Sunday, January 21, 2007

samy's curry fish head was pretty yummy except for the hard lady fingers. oh wells, i rushed out of the house cause i was the last, sis&bf went down t mom's car first. okay, i am always late yea i know. leon wants me t blog that im talking t him now. econs project is killing me and my brain cells.

maybe i'm getting use t it, we'll see.
your words don't hit me down (:
you ain't some pretty face anyway
the more you dont have the right t label nor judge me
you asked for this cause i didn't talk shait about you
but you decided t label me, too bad.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 2:49 AM


Sunday, January 14, 2007

i feel like fuck
i feel sad
i feel not important
i feel that i'm taken v.lightly
everything's just so fucked.
sigh, i can't sleep.
dad just complained bout me.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 5:51 AM


Friday, January 12, 2007

your words are plain bullocks and your actions has done the talking, pure evidence. now i've seen your true colors babeh, no more pondering. i've made the right decision, right move with no regrets, you've flashed it all. i'm letting go onto something i once held on dearly with love for a short period of time. something has got into the way so thats it, no more biatch! once bitten twice shy, i practice that. still, i wish you all the best and take care human.

fuck those feelings, like FOR WHAT SIAL. well i've only got myself t blame for being naive and my stupidity. so what's my mood suppose t be like now? oh and i need not need you t be a _____ because you are one potential _____. credit t that human who indirectly woke me up from my senses. you're a lie, you ought t be just a passer-by yet i went against it. ended up with a totally fucked situation. what a joke uh... to think you were one true blue nice person. omfg, i wonder what the fuck went into me. mann, i feel the burning sensation inside. pissed/sad?

goodbyemylovergoodbyemyfriend
you've been the one
you've been a lie to me
i saw your face in the photograph
and i didn't know what t say.
what a fucking joke, HONESTLY.
what the fuck man.
okay, CANCEL the lover word.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 7:20 PM


Thursday, January 11, 2007

school's getting more and more boring. goodgod. i use t enjoy going t school during the pc time and now, no longer. anyway, met baby and shawn for lunch yesterday. had curry, i think it's 3.5 out of 5 chopsticks good. ohhh, i love the potato (:
met eugenia after and guess what my beaded necklace broke, sad case really. picked up the beads in vision, was damn embarassed. thank god there weren't alot of people walking pass. some typical singaporeans, being so 'kpo'. they were looking at what we were picking up, as if gold so they can snatch some too. went over t coslab t do my skin analysis. saw aunt suping, thought it was her but i wasn't sure. indeed it was her, it's been awhile and still as pretty as ever. met sherlyn at bugis, coincidentally we had the same bag! just different color and one stud just fell out from my bag today. it's time t hunt for a new school bag. went bugis street nothing caught my eye except for the shorts but there wasn't my size. headed over t topshop got some clothes, walked around and planted ourselves at mos burger with milktea. without a doubt sher and my nails are pretty. oh, miss aw made me spit my milktea out, it got onto her alil and yeah my white pants. that was totally shait. she went off t town and homesweethome for me.
went bugis today again cause i started t regret not getting the white shorts. couldn't walk over t bugis st due t the heavy rain so jasmine and i just walked around in bugis. we bought laptop casing and finally got my eraser. oh i saw this everlast shorts, was damn nice yet it looked like some sleepwear. a top but there was this cutting at the side which made it look funny and it was damn long but not as if it could be wore as a dress. baby met me, how sweet uh yet some complications. oh well, went t mos burger for dinner then jasmine went off t meet potato and i brought baby t bugis st. he's so foreign there, tried the shorts and he said it wasn't nice. so dropped the idea with no regrets. walked around and headed home after. long long days, i still want t go shopping and cny shopping real soon.

I NEED;
A TIGER
more dresses
shorts
chic belt
tops
tight pants
multi color-ed full leggings
a pretty camera pouch
a pair of nice pumps
a pair of slippers
a pair of heels
a nice school bag
a glam handbag
diorkiss
do my charm necklace (KERRRRRI!)
that's all for now, i guess.

oookay, i know it's a very boring lengthy entry. haha, that's all.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 10:51 PM


Sunday, January 07, 2007

È stato soltanto pochi giorni. il cambiamento di digiuno veramente, forse inconsapevolmente. l'ho sentito pochi metri lontano da lei. che ho pensato sempre, ha girato fuori soltanto per essere un'illusione. Me esserà, vivendo nel diniego. realizzo che tutto è puramente lei, te stesso e lei ancora. tento di la soddisfare la maggior parte del tempo, io non oserà t dice sempre. l'ha mai ha apprezzato o almeno tentare di me capire. le sue parole fa non la tivù con le sue azioni, come completamente. ho perso la fede in appena un giorno. ogni lacrima è riempita di dei dolori.

ever wondered why i kept asking the same question. it's not fun at all, like totally. this would be the last of illusion, sigh. i really tried, i did. so fucked.
Desidero che lei me amerà al massimo per tutto volta, desidero.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 4:00 AM


Friday, January 05, 2007

so much for thinking that i've recovered. i puked last morning at 6.30am and i plant myself on the bed for 15 hours. my stomach and head were x.painful. went t visit the doctor again and my temperature was like thirty-eight my forehead wasn't even hot. i want t get well and go out!

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 10:35 PM


Thursday, January 04, 2007

the germs spread from my bod t my family's system. haha. now they are sick. okay, im sorry alright but germs travels. so yea, i'm like so sleepy and having headache yet i've t get my project done. went vivo today and yes i'm happy cause i had good buys (; at the same time i just found out the clothes i bought and wanted are on sale now and i actually got it at original prices. rahh.. that irritates me. enough wasting time on telling my days. anyways, the past days were good (;

i love my honey boy,
you've been a hot pot.

& BABY I NEED YOUR LOVIN' ; 12:59 AM